Day 132


The urge to pour a G&T was strong tonight.. Today had its stresses, but nothing overwhelming.

I will admit that having my folks here adds extra pressure to parenting for me – something I’m still getting over – so maybe it’s that. In any case, knowing I wouldn’t be able to enjoy even a puff at the end of the week was tough today. I guess those Friday night smoke sessions have been my pillow into sobriety, and I’m not quite ready to give them up.

Headed downstairs to hot tea and enjoyable conversation with my mom instead. I’m sure it will be wonderful.

Gratitude postscript:

I’m grateful that my dad and my husband are spending quality time together this week, and hope that it brings them closer.