Day 93

New Years Monday

Still feeling a bit blue about the idea of not drinking, ever again. Guess it comes in waves. But it’s been nice to be hangover-free today! C even said he was jealous when I brought it up – feeling a bit of a head himself.

I don’t miss the hangovers, the mental confusion (should I have written that work email? Why did I text them that? I know I remembered something important last night but *what*?), the guilt and shame, the lack of control.

Hoping to leave some of this negative energy behind and fill its vacuum with healthy, positive energy.